♥SHARON TAN♥.
DOB: 10 October
Email: sharon_tan_lc@yahoo.com.sg
MSN: sharon_tanos@hotmail.com
♥ Cravings/ Wishlist
1. Cheese Crab & Salted Egg Crab 2. New Job with better pay 3. LG GD900 Crystal hp
4. Vacation to to anywhere
5. A Bigger Wardrobe
6. Smooth workflow in work
i start to feel so UNCONFIDENT in this love relationship. Hah...mine is a long-distance love relationship wif E. And it is one painful & tired relationship but i still love him. We've maintain this relation for 4yrs 9mths & we hardly quarrel.
What i want is some ATTENTION from him. Whenever im feeling low, i hope he can LISTEN to my sows or to give me a HUG. I need someone to pamper me, assure me to feel important. But where is E when i needed him? We are so far apart. i hardly see him once in a mth or even once half a year. If u were me, how would u feel? Or what will u do? In order to survive this type of relationship, i must be INDEPENDENT. It is very tiring n lonely being independent. I have put in full concentration in my work so that time could pass quickly & i could meet up wif E soon. BUt it is reali disappointing when i've time for him, but he can't. So time ticks away, so another one mth later to meet up wif him.
Worse still, my life is quite Monotonous, cos all my friends are so busy wif their studies, work & family. I hardly have someone to pour out my sorrows, and end up bury all my sorrows deep inside me. i could only vent out by crying silently in the wee hours.*sob sob*
Sometimes i would make long-distance call to E, jus to listen to his voice to calm down my nerves. But everytime, the conversation is very short, cos he will said my hp bill will be very xpensive. Should i say he is unsensitive? Dun he know y i want to call him? For the past few days, i've called him several times, but are all missed call & he din even bother to return my call. This time round,i feel so UNIMPORTANT to him. I understand that he has his own worries too, so i cant demand too much from him. But i only need some attention, all gals want to feel loved & important.
So guys out there, pls squeeze out some time for ur gf, jus a spring a little surprise like a stalk of rose or small cutey bean bear wif a "I miss U" will cheer up ur gal the whole day. *wink*
